I cant live......if living is without you!!

So I made it through the first night of him being out of the country. I cant tell you how many times I called his cell, just to hear his voice. What I wouldnt do to just receive a text message from him. Oh, it hurts, my heart hurts. I miss him so very much. I feel so weak at times, like I wasnt cut out for this. I am a terrible Army wife, I cry.....cry til my head hurts. I dont feel strong enough to get through this. I long for the day I am decorating the house for his homecoming. My kids arent dealing so well with this either. Miss Girly girl, who is almost 17 has become extremely bitchy and has no patience with Mr. persistant who wants what he wants and NOW!! Speaking of Mr. persistant, he is having issues with missing daddy. Hes been having potty accidents since daddy left 2 weeks ago. He misses his daddy and wants him home. For some reason he has it in his head that today we go to the airport and get daddy. That coupled with my own issues missing my husband, is making me completely fall apart. I cant do this!! Oh and I found out that he wont be HOME with us until September now!! =*(

Oh....side note, yesterday the roof started leaking and the day before the pipes for the washer in the garage froze!!!!!!!!!!! Is it September yet?